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Thursday, April 24, 2003  

Yesterday the new Charles Simic arrived--The Voice at 3:00 A.M.: Selected Late and New Poems. Weird, improbable, profane little jokes about the world & history & the soul; funny, angry, unaffectedly sorrowful (though less devastatingly beautiful than Adam Zagajewski, who Simic at his best seems to recall). Reading in bed last night, I felt a little start of recognition when I came to this poem:

Nearest Nameless

So damn familiar
Most of the time,
I don't even know you are here.
My life,
My portion of eternity,

A little shiver,
As if the chill of the grave
Is already
Catching up with me--
No matter.

Descartes smelled
Witches burning
While he sat thinking
Of a truth so obvious
We keep failing to see it.

I never knew it either
Till today.
When I heard a bird shriek:
The cat is coming,
And I felt myself trembling.

About a week ago, reading late at night, I was suddenly perturbed by the agitated cries of a kiskidee, coming perhaps from the garden next door. Kiskidees of course are not nocturnal birds--some small, awful accident must have happened to wake & alarm this one. Like Simic, I heard the bird's shrieks tearing through the silence as ungentle hints of the world's inevitable rupture.

posted by Nicholas Laughlin | 11:03 AM


Tuesday, April 22, 2003  

At the moment I'm reading Caryl Phillips's new novel, A Distant Shore. Unrelentingly bleak so far--loneliness, boredom, fear, illness, death. The weather is always grey & damp, streets always dirty, passers-by always bitter or rude. Two unhappy people--a retired schoolteacher & an immigrant from an unnamed African country--both trying to escape their pasts, take refuge in a quiet English village. Gradually they're drawn together, then violently, unexpectedly, pulled apart. Were Naipaul still seriously in the business of writing novels today, he might come up with a plot & characters like these. But Phillips handles his men & women with an entirely un-Naipaulian tenderness, & he demonstrates a remarkable narrative imagination in his creation of the schoolteacher, Dorothy Jones, in whose pitch-perfect voice the story begins:

England has changed. These days it's difficult to tell who's from around here and who's not. Who belongs and who's a stranger. It's disturbing. It doesn't feel right.

I'm 270 pp. in, 40 pp. from the end, & more moved by the story than I expected. No pleasant ending is possible.

posted by Nicholas Laughlin | 9:04 AM


Sunday, April 20, 2003  

2003 thus far: a reconstruction from memory

- The Street of Crocodiles, by Bruno Schulz
- The Married Man, by Edmund White
- A Box of Matches, by Nicholson Baker
- Atonement, by Ian McEwan
- most of Poetry and the Age, by Randall Jarrell
- most of Finders Keepers, by Seamus Heaney
- re-read most of The Waves, & also most of vols. 2, 3, & 4 of Virginia Woolf's Diary, as well as much of vols. 1 & 2 of the Essays (McNeillie edition)
- started re-reading Pater's Renaissance, currently somewhere near the top of my bedside stack
- a little more of Fernando Pessoa's Book of Disquiet
- Songbook, by Nick Hornby
- Memoir of the Hawk, by James Tate
- about a third of What I Saw: Reports from Berlin, 1920-1933, by Joseph Roth, trans. Michael Hofmann
- On the Natural History of Destruction, by W.G. Sebald; also re-read most of Vertigo, my favourite of Sebald's books
- The Romantics, by Pankaj Mishra
- much of John Carey's Faber Book of Utopias, a nice fat anthology
- Waiting for Snow in Havana, by Carlos Eire (the clear front-runner so far for the 2003 Nicholas Laughlin Book Award for biography or autobiography)
- browsed extensively through The Western Isles of Trinidad, by Anthony de Verteuil
- Yoga for People Who Can't Be Bothered to Do It, by Geoff Dyer
- The Pieces from Berlin, by Michael Pye
- What I Loved, by Siri Hustveldt
- re-read Lytton Strachey's Literary Essays
- Auntie Mame, by Patrick Dennis
- re-read most of Death in Venice
- Lady Nugent's Journal (ongoing)
- Where the Stress Falls, by Susan Sontag
- Another Voice, by Auberon Waugh
- have been reading a fair amount of Adam Zagajewski again lately
- have just been re-reading Rebecca Elson's Responsibility to Awe
- have just finished Fred D'Aguiar's new novel, Bethany Bettany
- & yesterday all I could bear to read was Keats

posted by Nicholas Laughlin | 5:33 PM
 

2002: a (no doubt incomplete) reconstruction from memory

- The Sea, the Sea, by Iris Murdoch
- The Bell, by Iris Murdoch
- The Path of Minor Planets, by Andrew Sean Greer
- The Breaking of Style, by Helen Vendler
- The Quest for Corvo, by A.J.A. Symons
- The Gastronomical Me, by M.F.K. Fisher
- The Book on the Bookshelf, by Henry Petrowski (I must admit I bought this solely because I liked the cover)
- thanks to Ian McDonald's kindness, I finally got a copy of A.J. Seymour's Collected Poems, 1937-1989, practically unavailable outside Guyana, & have been reading & re-reading him ever since (read my review here)
- browsed extensively through The Anatomy of Bibliomania, by Holbrook Jackson, put it aside for dipping into at leisure, then promptly forgot
- most of The Art of Hunger, by Paul Auster
- most of Midland, by Kwame Dawes
- C.L.R. James: Cricket, the Caribbean, and World Revolution, by Farrukh Dhondy (read my review here)
- Where the Sea Had an Ending, ed. Brian Dyde
- Textermination, by Christine Brooke-Rose
- The Eyre Affair, by Jasper Fforde
- Mona and Other Tales, by Reinaldo Arenas
- most of Travelling Mercies, by Lorna Goodison
- the first quarter or so of Invisible Cities, by Italo Calvino
- Everything Is Illuminated, by Jonathan Safran Foer
- Gould's Book of Fish, by Richard Flanagan
- The Ambassadors, by Henry James
- about half of The Wings of the Dove, by Henry James
- rapidly re-read The Tempest after seeing it performed by a theatre troupe visiting from the U.K.
- The Elusive Eric Williams, by Ken Boodhoo
- The Last Days of St. Pierre, by Ernest Zebrowski, Jr.
- Discretion, by Elizabeth Nunez
- A Rough Climate, by E.A. Markham (read my review here)
- Without End, by Adam Zagajewski
- browsed extensively through Geoffrey Hill's New and Collected Poems, 1952-1992 while sitting for an oil portrait
- re-read much of Camille Paglia's Sexual Personae while sitting for the same portrait (it was lying around in the studio)
- re-read Caryl Phillips's A New World Order in order to review it (read the review here
- Crome Yellow, by Aldous Huxley
- attempted yet again to read Finnegans Wake
- Cuba Diaries: An American Housewife in Havana, by Isadora Tattlin
- Mi Moto Fidel: Motorcycling through Castro's Cuba, by Christopher P. Baker
- Sugar and Slate, by Charlotte Williams (read my review here)
- Werewolves in Their Youth, by Michael Chabon
- barely glanced through Mr. Potter, by Jamaica Kincaid
- read & re-read a great deal of Seamus Heaney, Ted Hughes, Joseph Brodsky, Derek Walcott, & Richard Wilbur during April, May, June
- browsed extensively through Derek Walcott's Haitian Trilogy
- about three quarters of The Immediate Experience, by Robert Warshow
- A Responsibility to Awe, by Rebecca Elson
- re-read about half of Persuasion just before leaving for a six-week vacation
- Accidents in the Home, by Tessa Hadley
- about three quarters of Prague, by Arthur Phillips (who I barely missed meeting in San Francisco last July)
- The Flaneur, by Edmund White
- London Walking, by Simon Pope (good book to read on an airplane)
- The War Against Cliche, by Martin Amis
- The Rachel Papers, by Martin Amis
- The Writer and the World, by V.S. Naipaul (most of the contents of which I'd previously read in Naipaul's earlier books)
- re-read About a Boy, by Nick Hornby
- nearly a quarter of The Polished Hoe, by Austin Clarke, until one of the lead characters fell asleep from boredom & I put the book aside, lest I follow
- much of Pat Ismond's Abandoning Dead Metaphors
- Beyond the Front Page: A Caribbean Journalist Remembers, by George R. John
- After Nature, by W.G. Sebald
- Cold Comfort Farm, by Stella Gibbons
- Salamander, by Thomas Wharton
- How to Be Alone, by Jonathan Franzen
- Nobody's Perfect, by the divine Anthony Lane, most of the contents of which I'd previously read in the New Yorker
- Bloomsbury, by Quentin Bell
- about half of the Penguin Classics edition of Jose Marti's Selected Writings, trans. Esther Allen
- browsed extensively through The Barbadian Rumshop, by Peter Laurie
- The Autograph Man, by Zadie Smith (read my review here)
- Life of Pi, by Yann Martel (read my review here)
- the first nine months or so of Pepys
- In Ruins, by Christopher Woodward
- After the Dance, by Edwidge Danticat
- a few stories from Joe Ashby Porter's Touch Wood
- the first volume of Byron's Letters and Journals, ed. Leslie Marchand (I don't own the other seven or eight vols.)
- In Praise of Shadows, by Junichiro Tanizaki, trans. Thomas J. Harper
- The Autobiography of Alfred H. Mendes, 1897-1991 (read my review here)

posted by Nicholas Laughlin | 5:27 PM
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